The society

My dad was one of the leaders of a society or group. This group had a special philosophy about life who marked me. This philosophy is based on the mind power over body, although also gives the body an important role. Nature and naturism was part of it as this is the way we are born and like all animals in nature, they way we should live. It is also based on empower the people and believe in themselves to achieve their goals. To show that is why we were doing the acts, to show people what we are capable of doing: walking on fire and glass, swimming in ice-water show our body strength, our body resistance and the control of the pain. All of that comes from the power of the mind.

In the group there were children as well, showing their capabilities, and I was the ´star´of all of them. We were doing shows outside, even in winter, wearing only something like a decorated bikini, in temperatures of well below freezing, and of course barefoot, as part of the acts involved using our bare feet. When we were doing gatherings, specially if these were in an relatively remote area, like in my dad´s house, or other friends house in the mountains, we were all complete naked, men, women and children, and even sometimes outside on the snow in freezing temperatures.

Part of the philosophy of the society was about sexuality, and about this there was no taboo at all. Sexuality, was a very natural thing as well, and since children we were learning about it, and use it for our pleasure. In this society there were no teenagers, as soon as you developed your reproductive organs you were considered an adult. Even before that they encourage children to discover themselves sexuality playing with other children, no adults, though. But if you were 13-14 it was ok to have sex with people over 18 as you were already an adult. Also, for instance if my parents were having sex, it was ok for me to stay in the room and watch them and they were not bother, that was part of the learning procedure about life, and then we were playing sexual games with other children, trying to mimic what the adults do. I can not remember the first time I did play sexual games with other children but I think the first time somebody penetrate me I must have been about 7 or 8, with a boy of about 11. This wasn´t unusual, and remember we were most of the time naked, so the sooner or later while mixing boys and girls we had to feel curiosity about this and experiment with it.