Intro

Hi. My name is Sheila and by advice of a friend I´ll be sharing my extreme experiences and memoirs. I am a super-strong side show performer and a hardcore freak-girl. I have been working in circus and doing side-shows. I´ve been also working as a  kind of fetish model and even porn-actress, and many other things, to get some extra money.

I say I am super-strong because I really am. I don´t mean I have a super-massive musculature (women looking like men) but I am pretty strong with hard muscles. But I am very feminine in my body and sexy, or so the people say. However my main virtue is that I am pain-proof. In other words I do not feel pain easily, even doing the most bizarre acts. You´ll know why and in future posts and you´ll be amazed! But I am not super-special or unique in the world, there is some other like me out there, with similar aptitudes. But not many though :-)

I also do not feel cold nor heat easily. I tend to wear as less clothes as possible. Probably because I love being watched and be the centre of attention. That´s why I like my job, apart that I enjoy it. More than that, I feel pleasure while doing my job.

I love tattoos and piercings as well, and I have quite a lot, including branding and scarifications. I also go barefoot every where and perform barefoot as I do not have any shoes at all and almost never in my live wore any. Not even in extreme winter and snow.  I also swim in winter out-doors or in ice holes and endure cold and below freezing temperatures for a long time wearing almost nothing, or actually nothing sometimes
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I love superation, and overcome pain. I want to do always the most difficult act and prove to myself I can do everything, there are no limits. The mind controls the body. If I hear of somebody doing an act that I like I train and try myself to do it and to do it even more difficult.

My typical and easy acts are fire playing, fire-walking, glass walking and jumping, bed of nails, suspensions and much more bizarre acts.


I also have been trained in kind of martial arts and I can do amazing things with my body, hands and feet like breaking massive blocks of wood, bricks and even metal. You wouldn´t want to mess with me. :-)