As I said before I am barefooter. I never wear shoes, in fact I do not own any. This comes from part of the naturist philosophy I explained before. I love to be naked and barefooted. Going naked everywhere can give me lots of trouble (police, harassment, etc) ,but going barefooted, no. And usually I never had any problem, even going to places where barefoot is not common, like cinema, restaurants, pubs, night clubs, offices, travelling, etc. Sometime I get some comments, but that´s about it.
My soles are so hard, probably because of my acts (glass walking and glass jumping, fire walking, etc) so I do not have any problem. I can run easily in sharp rocks and gravel as if I was doing so in sand. I can step on all types of terrain, including places in nature, full of thorns. And I have done lots of excursions to places where bare feet are not appropriate at all. I also have no problem walking on dirty places full of broken glass. As an example sometimes I have been in pubs where later in the night the floor becomes a carpet of broken glass, and because of drink spillages the floor becomes very stick,y and I was there many times dancing on my bare feet on broken glasses.
As an other example, often I go to street parties. If you are in Britain, may be you heard about Notting Hill carnival. If you have been there, you know that is very crowded and soon the floor becomes full of rubbish from the food the drinks and broken glasses and bottles. So no problem for me, I am there dancing like mad on the broken glasses, and if I step in some broken glass or bottles I just break them into smaller pieces. The people look at me and comment about it, but I like it. I have been in other festivals and celebrations like that across Europe, always in bare feet.
In winter I also do not wear any shoes at all. Sometimes even with heavy snow, or going to places in north Europe where the winter is very hard. Again I did this since I was a child, I am used to it and I have no problem. I can stay there walking for a very long time on the snow. Occasionally if I have been nearly one full day barefooted in the snow by the end of the day my feet are very red and sometimes my small toes even purple but that's not a problem and after resting at home they are ok.
When is very hot I also haven´t got any trouble (remember I am a very good firewalker since I was a baby). I have been in Spain in summer, specially in Madrid and South Spain, walking barefooted in a extreme hot summer in the middle of the day, when the temperature was 45,. Sometimes walking for a long long time in a road side in the asphalt. I do not know what the temperature of the asphalt was, but I guess much higher. I was with a friend that he couldn´t put the feet without the shoe for one single second on the asphalt,he said it burned and put his foot back in the shoe. I was there walking barefoot for hours with no problem at all.
Sunday, February 27, 2011
Extreme training
To improve my abilities and my resistance to pain I did some more hard training. I started this training when I was about 12-13. To make my muscles in the abdomen harder I was hit with flat wood stick and iron bars (from the lifting weights), every time with stronger hits. While doing my sit ups exercises I was also hit with this iron bar in between. By doing this my muscles became very very strong and if somebody was to hit me there I wouldn´t feel any pain at all. Also this was a training for one of the acts, consisting of breaking a big a heavy piece of concrete in my naked tummy. Also I´ve been doing this act while laying down broken glasses or a bed of nails and swords. The training would ensure this would be easy to do for me.
Sometimes I was doing my sit ups in a bed of nails or broken glasses. Also on these beds I was doing push ups, lots them. Even sometimes, I said before, with a heavy weight in my back. Also occassionally the weight (a typical circular weight for lifting with the bars) was put into the fire, and while very hot it was put on my back for me to do my exercises.
I always also doing some jumps and karate/judo style movements on a layer of fresh broken glass. Also jumping and breaking thick pieces of wood and landing with my bare feet on those broken glasses.
Although it may sound like torture, I really enjoyed it, it was proving to myself what I was capable of doing, and I liked the challenges. Never had a major injury or cut, nor felt to much pain. Remember I am almost pain-proof :-)
Sometimes I was doing my sit ups in a bed of nails or broken glasses. Also on these beds I was doing push ups, lots them. Even sometimes, I said before, with a heavy weight in my back. Also occassionally the weight (a typical circular weight for lifting with the bars) was put into the fire, and while very hot it was put on my back for me to do my exercises.
I always also doing some jumps and karate/judo style movements on a layer of fresh broken glass. Also jumping and breaking thick pieces of wood and landing with my bare feet on those broken glasses.
Although it may sound like torture, I really enjoyed it, it was proving to myself what I was capable of doing, and I liked the challenges. Never had a major injury or cut, nor felt to much pain. Remember I am almost pain-proof :-)
Friday, February 25, 2011
Pain
Like many of the top famous sport men and women, artists, fighters, etc, you need to be born with a very talented capabilities. Also you need to train and work very hard on them to become one of the best in the world in your aptitudes. If you are born with these capabilities but don't train to maximize them you won´t become one of the bests. If you train a lot, but you were not born with the aptitude you ll never become one of the best. Also the sooner you start the training and the harder you try the better you´ll become. And this applies to many things.
I was born with very specific capabilities, probably because of my parents genes, but I also trained very hard since I was a child, or a even a baby. Apart from being very strong, skillful, agile, fast, etc I don´t feel pain easily but on top of that, I learned how to control it from my mind. Also sometimes what some consider pain for me becomes pleasure. Once I was in a TV program and they were talking about this. A doctor talked about my capabilities and how I endure pain, he said that has something to do with the nervous system and the way the signals are sent to the brain. He said I am very lucky to do not feel too much pain, (or need a extreme painful reflect to feel some) but it had one downside. For most of the people feeling pain is a signal to the brain saying that something is wrong, i.e. a disease, and in my case because my response to pain is not usual, I could have something wrong and not realize. So he recommended me do regular checks.
I was born with very specific capabilities, probably because of my parents genes, but I also trained very hard since I was a child, or a even a baby. Apart from being very strong, skillful, agile, fast, etc I don´t feel pain easily but on top of that, I learned how to control it from my mind. Also sometimes what some consider pain for me becomes pleasure. Once I was in a TV program and they were talking about this. A doctor talked about my capabilities and how I endure pain, he said that has something to do with the nervous system and the way the signals are sent to the brain. He said I am very lucky to do not feel too much pain, (or need a extreme painful reflect to feel some) but it had one downside. For most of the people feeling pain is a signal to the brain saying that something is wrong, i.e. a disease, and in my case because my response to pain is not usual, I could have something wrong and not realize. So he recommended me do regular checks.
The society
My dad was one of the leaders of a society or group. This group had a special philosophy about life who marked me. This philosophy is based on the mind power over body, although also gives the body an important role. Nature and naturism was part of it as this is the way we are born and like all animals in nature, they way we should live. It is also based on empower the people and believe in themselves to achieve their goals. To show that is why we were doing the acts, to show people what we are capable of doing: walking on fire and glass, swimming in ice-water show our body strength, our body resistance and the control of the pain. All of that comes from the power of the mind.
In the group there were children as well, showing their capabilities, and I was the ´star´of all of them. We were doing shows outside, even in winter, wearing only something like a decorated bikini, in temperatures of well below freezing, and of course barefoot, as part of the acts involved using our bare feet. When we were doing gatherings, specially if these were in an relatively remote area, like in my dad´s house, or other friends house in the mountains, we were all complete naked, men, women and children, and even sometimes outside on the snow in freezing temperatures.
Part of the philosophy of the society was about sexuality, and about this there was no taboo at all. Sexuality, was a very natural thing as well, and since children we were learning about it, and use it for our pleasure. In this society there were no teenagers, as soon as you developed your reproductive organs you were considered an adult. Even before that they encourage children to discover themselves sexuality playing with other children, no adults, though. But if you were 13-14 it was ok to have sex with people over 18 as you were already an adult. Also, for instance if my parents were having sex, it was ok for me to stay in the room and watch them and they were not bother, that was part of the learning procedure about life, and then we were playing sexual games with other children, trying to mimic what the adults do. I can not remember the first time I did play sexual games with other children but I think the first time somebody penetrate me I must have been about 7 or 8, with a boy of about 11. This wasn´t unusual, and remember we were most of the time naked, so the sooner or later while mixing boys and girls we had to feel curiosity about this and experiment with it.
In the group there were children as well, showing their capabilities, and I was the ´star´of all of them. We were doing shows outside, even in winter, wearing only something like a decorated bikini, in temperatures of well below freezing, and of course barefoot, as part of the acts involved using our bare feet. When we were doing gatherings, specially if these were in an relatively remote area, like in my dad´s house, or other friends house in the mountains, we were all complete naked, men, women and children, and even sometimes outside on the snow in freezing temperatures.
Part of the philosophy of the society was about sexuality, and about this there was no taboo at all. Sexuality, was a very natural thing as well, and since children we were learning about it, and use it for our pleasure. In this society there were no teenagers, as soon as you developed your reproductive organs you were considered an adult. Even before that they encourage children to discover themselves sexuality playing with other children, no adults, though. But if you were 13-14 it was ok to have sex with people over 18 as you were already an adult. Also, for instance if my parents were having sex, it was ok for me to stay in the room and watch them and they were not bother, that was part of the learning procedure about life, and then we were playing sexual games with other children, trying to mimic what the adults do. I can not remember the first time I did play sexual games with other children but I think the first time somebody penetrate me I must have been about 7 or 8, with a boy of about 11. This wasn´t unusual, and remember we were most of the time naked, so the sooner or later while mixing boys and girls we had to feel curiosity about this and experiment with it.
Wednesday, February 23, 2011
Childhood training
When we were not travelling, me and my parents lived in the Urals. There my dad and my mum, but mainly my dad used to train. Train on the acts and train on keeping very fit and strong. Since I was very small I started to feel curiosity about what my dad was doing. On the other hand my dad wanted to train me to become a very strong and skill-full woman.
I said before that as soon as I started walking he taught to me walk on fire and glass. I started doing exercises for my flexibility very soon. I don´t even remember my age. I did always lots of sit up and push up exercises. I also was going to run in the mountains in the morning, always barefoot. In summer in paths full of gravel and sharp stones, in winter in the snow. He also trained me in fighting, a bit like a game when I was very little, but training anyway. I was also lifting weights very regularly and breaking pieces of wood with my hands and feet, sort of karate/judo style. My dad was always encouraging me and he made all to look like a game to me. I really enjoyed it and I always wanted to do more exercises and to improve my self, doing more sit ups, push ups, lifting more weight, running longer and faster or breaking thicker pieces of wood. He had also some machines like a gym, so we had everything there to train. We were also using the gym of the society in the city if we were going there.
When I was 8-10 I was totally empowered, I was very strong. Walking on fire and glass and swimming in ice water gave me lots of confidence. Also I was provided with the concentration to do all the amazing things, always with the moto: the mind controls the body. I was the able to break with my hands, and specially with my feet very thick pieces of wood and bricks. I was also trained in playing with fire and I started to play part in the shows, which I really loved to do.
At that age I could already eat fire and lit fire on my body, jump on broken glass, go up on a sword ladder, lay down in broken glass and and in a bed nails with somebody standing on me and many other things.
Then I started to do more difficult exercises like one hand push-ups, doing the push-ups in a bed of nails, or doing the push-ups with heavy weights on my back. We also used to take the big pieces of fire wood from the forest and we tried to break it into smaller pieces by using our naked hands and feet.
One day we had to take down one tree, I think I was nearly twelve. The tree was more than half a meter in diameter and strong timber. My dad told me to break it down using just my body. He showed my that my stronger part, where I have more strength and muscle is my legs, so he showed me how to position myself and try to send all my strength from my body and mind through my leg to my foot. The soles of my feet were very hard anyway and that was the part hitting the tree. He told me to visualize the hit and the tree falling, concentrate, do the movement without the hit first a few times, and finally do the real one, breathing in and out, with a big scream. I did it and I made a massive crack on the tree. I didn´t feel much pain. He told to finish it off, so I did a few hits more with my bare feet on the tree and a final push with my body and the tree fell down. My dad was very proud of me, he congratulated me and told me I should not fear anything nor anybody, If I was able to do this that young I could easily kill the strongest man.
I said before that as soon as I started walking he taught to me walk on fire and glass. I started doing exercises for my flexibility very soon. I don´t even remember my age. I did always lots of sit up and push up exercises. I also was going to run in the mountains in the morning, always barefoot. In summer in paths full of gravel and sharp stones, in winter in the snow. He also trained me in fighting, a bit like a game when I was very little, but training anyway. I was also lifting weights very regularly and breaking pieces of wood with my hands and feet, sort of karate/judo style. My dad was always encouraging me and he made all to look like a game to me. I really enjoyed it and I always wanted to do more exercises and to improve my self, doing more sit ups, push ups, lifting more weight, running longer and faster or breaking thicker pieces of wood. He had also some machines like a gym, so we had everything there to train. We were also using the gym of the society in the city if we were going there.
When I was 8-10 I was totally empowered, I was very strong. Walking on fire and glass and swimming in ice water gave me lots of confidence. Also I was provided with the concentration to do all the amazing things, always with the moto: the mind controls the body. I was the able to break with my hands, and specially with my feet very thick pieces of wood and bricks. I was also trained in playing with fire and I started to play part in the shows, which I really loved to do.
At that age I could already eat fire and lit fire on my body, jump on broken glass, go up on a sword ladder, lay down in broken glass and and in a bed nails with somebody standing on me and many other things.
Then I started to do more difficult exercises like one hand push-ups, doing the push-ups in a bed of nails, or doing the push-ups with heavy weights on my back. We also used to take the big pieces of fire wood from the forest and we tried to break it into smaller pieces by using our naked hands and feet.
One day we had to take down one tree, I think I was nearly twelve. The tree was more than half a meter in diameter and strong timber. My dad told me to break it down using just my body. He showed my that my stronger part, where I have more strength and muscle is my legs, so he showed me how to position myself and try to send all my strength from my body and mind through my leg to my foot. The soles of my feet were very hard anyway and that was the part hitting the tree. He told me to visualize the hit and the tree falling, concentrate, do the movement without the hit first a few times, and finally do the real one, breathing in and out, with a big scream. I did it and I made a massive crack on the tree. I didn´t feel much pain. He told to finish it off, so I did a few hits more with my bare feet on the tree and a final push with my body and the tree fell down. My dad was very proud of me, he congratulated me and told me I should not fear anything nor anybody, If I was able to do this that young I could easily kill the strongest man.
Tuesday, February 22, 2011
Childhood
I spent my childhood travelling with my parents, to do performances, sometimes with a group, sometimes with a circus, sometimes just the family. I also spend lots of time, in my dad´s house in Russia. I almost never went to school. Except occasionally if we were living in the same place for sometime, or sometimes with other children in the circus. While in Russia I never went to school, my parents didn´t want me to, specially my dad. Life is the best school, he said. My mum taught me to read and write, that's why Spanish is my first language, and some basic maths.
Most of the time when I was in the Urals I was playing and training performances and sport with my parents. We lived in house in a beautiful place in the mountains, 10 mins uphill in the mountain from a small village. There was a small stream near our house, and another 10-15 mins up in the mountain there was a nice water fall forming a pond. That's where I used to swim almost every day. In winter there was lots of ice as the temperatures reached -10 easily, sometimes and during night even -20. So we had to break the ice to swim.
We used to live naked, even while going outside in winter, with lots of snow. And of course in bare feet. This was the most naturist way to live. Animals free in nature do not wear anything, no matter the temperature, so why should we?
I used to spend quite a lot of time outside, even in winter, absolutely naked and in bare feet. I went to the water fall and pond for swim, without taking not even a towel. And I used to play like that in the snow by the house making snow men. Sometimes if I was a there for a long time my skin became very red, and my smallest toes sometimes purple, but that didn´t bother me.
Sometimes I used to go down to the village with my mum for shopping. My mum used to dress something then, but very often I went there completely naked. For the people that didn´t know us it was very shocking seeing a small girl naked and barefooted specially in the hard winter with lots of snow. Often, if my dad had gone to the city with the car (where there was the society he was one the leaders) or if we couldn´t move the car due to the heavy snow we even went there walking, me in my bare feet. Other times I was wearing something, but that was probably a small short dress sleeve-less and always barefoot as I didn´t have any shoes. And I still haven´t got any.
Most of the time when I was in the Urals I was playing and training performances and sport with my parents. We lived in house in a beautiful place in the mountains, 10 mins uphill in the mountain from a small village. There was a small stream near our house, and another 10-15 mins up in the mountain there was a nice water fall forming a pond. That's where I used to swim almost every day. In winter there was lots of ice as the temperatures reached -10 easily, sometimes and during night even -20. So we had to break the ice to swim.
We used to live naked, even while going outside in winter, with lots of snow. And of course in bare feet. This was the most naturist way to live. Animals free in nature do not wear anything, no matter the temperature, so why should we?
I used to spend quite a lot of time outside, even in winter, absolutely naked and in bare feet. I went to the water fall and pond for swim, without taking not even a towel. And I used to play like that in the snow by the house making snow men. Sometimes if I was a there for a long time my skin became very red, and my smallest toes sometimes purple, but that didn´t bother me.
Sometimes I used to go down to the village with my mum for shopping. My mum used to dress something then, but very often I went there completely naked. For the people that didn´t know us it was very shocking seeing a small girl naked and barefooted specially in the hard winter with lots of snow. Often, if my dad had gone to the city with the car (where there was the society he was one the leaders) or if we couldn´t move the car due to the heavy snow we even went there walking, me in my bare feet. Other times I was wearing something, but that was probably a small short dress sleeve-less and always barefoot as I didn´t have any shoes. And I still haven´t got any.
Sunday, February 20, 2011
The beggining: when I was a baby
Both my parents were performers, street performers and circus performers. My mum was Swiss of Spanish origin, and Spanish is my native tongue. My dad is from Russian origin, from the Urals. He also speaks Spanish. He is very strong and athletic and a great circus performer. He was also one of the leaders of a group with a particular and open philosophy about live. I´ll talk about this later, it is quite interesting and had a big influence in my life and the way I live.
I was born in an unassisted birth, fully natural in the Urals, in my dad´s house. Only him was next to mum when I was born. He said that one of the first things he did when I was a baby to throw me into an ice hole for me to swim, although my mum was there to catch me in case. And yes I swam, under the freezing water with no lessons taken!
They say my dad wanted a boy, a super strong boy, to be better than him, and train him to became the strongest and more athletic man in the world and the best performer in the world to do the most dangerous acts. But he got a girl instead: me. That didn´t put him off. He did with me all the things he would have done with a boy. Plus he was so proud for me being pretty as well.
My training started when I was a baby. I learned to walk on broken glass and hot charcoals at the same time I was doing my first steps. These were regular things for all the people to do in the group my dad was leading. I also was thrown regularly in the ice hole, for longer and longer time. I also was left naked playing in the snow for long time to get acclimatized to cold weather (We were naturists as well as part of the group philosophy). He said at some point he put me down sitting on broken glasses so I could play with them, and I even, took some put them in mouth and ate them. That was my first time eating glass. Much more would come in the future. Playing and training was the same thing for me. And apparently I really enjoyed. Never had an injury or big cut and I was nearly never crying.
Being nearly still baby I already knew how to walk on broken glass, fire, ice-swimming and endure the most extreme cold.
I was born in an unassisted birth, fully natural in the Urals, in my dad´s house. Only him was next to mum when I was born. He said that one of the first things he did when I was a baby to throw me into an ice hole for me to swim, although my mum was there to catch me in case. And yes I swam, under the freezing water with no lessons taken!
They say my dad wanted a boy, a super strong boy, to be better than him, and train him to became the strongest and more athletic man in the world and the best performer in the world to do the most dangerous acts. But he got a girl instead: me. That didn´t put him off. He did with me all the things he would have done with a boy. Plus he was so proud for me being pretty as well.
My training started when I was a baby. I learned to walk on broken glass and hot charcoals at the same time I was doing my first steps. These were regular things for all the people to do in the group my dad was leading. I also was thrown regularly in the ice hole, for longer and longer time. I also was left naked playing in the snow for long time to get acclimatized to cold weather (We were naturists as well as part of the group philosophy). He said at some point he put me down sitting on broken glasses so I could play with them, and I even, took some put them in mouth and ate them. That was my first time eating glass. Much more would come in the future. Playing and training was the same thing for me. And apparently I really enjoyed. Never had an injury or big cut and I was nearly never crying.
Being nearly still baby I already knew how to walk on broken glass, fire, ice-swimming and endure the most extreme cold.
Saturday, February 19, 2011
Intro
Hi. My name is Sheila and by advice of a friend I´ll be sharing my extreme experiences and memoirs. I am a super-strong side show performer and a hardcore freak-girl. I have been working in circus and doing side-shows. I´ve been also working as a kind of fetish model and even porn-actress, and many other things, to get some extra money.
I say I am super-strong because I really am. I don´t mean I have a super-massive musculature (women looking like men) but I am pretty strong with hard muscles. But I am very feminine in my body and sexy, or so the people say. However my main virtue is that I am pain-proof. In other words I do not feel pain easily, even doing the most bizarre acts. You´ll know why and in future posts and you´ll be amazed! But I am not super-special or unique in the world, there is some other like me out there, with similar aptitudes. But not many though :-)
I also do not feel cold nor heat easily. I tend to wear as less clothes as possible. Probably because I love being watched and be the centre of attention. That´s why I like my job, apart that I enjoy it. More than that, I feel pleasure while doing my job.
I love tattoos and piercings as well, and I have quite a lot, including branding and scarifications. I also go barefoot every where and perform barefoot as I do not have any shoes at all and almost never in my live wore any. Not even in extreme winter and snow. I also swim in winter out-doors or in ice holes and endure cold and below freezing temperatures for a long time wearing almost nothing, or actually nothing sometimes
;-)
I love superation, and overcome pain. I want to do always the most difficult act and prove to myself I can do everything, there are no limits. The mind controls the body. If I hear of somebody doing an act that I like I train and try myself to do it and to do it even more difficult.
My typical and easy acts are fire playing, fire-walking, glass walking and jumping, bed of nails, suspensions and much more bizarre acts.
I also have been trained in kind of martial arts and I can do amazing things with my body, hands and feet like breaking massive blocks of wood, bricks and even metal. You wouldn´t want to mess with me. :-)
I say I am super-strong because I really am. I don´t mean I have a super-massive musculature (women looking like men) but I am pretty strong with hard muscles. But I am very feminine in my body and sexy, or so the people say. However my main virtue is that I am pain-proof. In other words I do not feel pain easily, even doing the most bizarre acts. You´ll know why and in future posts and you´ll be amazed! But I am not super-special or unique in the world, there is some other like me out there, with similar aptitudes. But not many though :-)
I also do not feel cold nor heat easily. I tend to wear as less clothes as possible. Probably because I love being watched and be the centre of attention. That´s why I like my job, apart that I enjoy it. More than that, I feel pleasure while doing my job.
I love tattoos and piercings as well, and I have quite a lot, including branding and scarifications. I also go barefoot every where and perform barefoot as I do not have any shoes at all and almost never in my live wore any. Not even in extreme winter and snow. I also swim in winter out-doors or in ice holes and endure cold and below freezing temperatures for a long time wearing almost nothing, or actually nothing sometimes
;-)
I love superation, and overcome pain. I want to do always the most difficult act and prove to myself I can do everything, there are no limits. The mind controls the body. If I hear of somebody doing an act that I like I train and try myself to do it and to do it even more difficult.
My typical and easy acts are fire playing, fire-walking, glass walking and jumping, bed of nails, suspensions and much more bizarre acts.
I also have been trained in kind of martial arts and I can do amazing things with my body, hands and feet like breaking massive blocks of wood, bricks and even metal. You wouldn´t want to mess with me. :-)
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