Suspensions

I love suspensions. I have tried it a few times and every time I want to push my self even more. In case you don´t know suspensions are about getting suspended on the air through big hooks on your flesh. My first one was a four point suspension on my back. It didn´t hurt much and almost I didn´t bleed. It was amazing. First when you get pierced with the big hooks, it´s great feeling the metal going into your skin and coming out, better than a piercing, since piercings are usually very thin. But the best bit is when you get suspended into the air, you are lifted slowly until you are there on air. It´s the closer to flying as you can have, with nothing to hold you except your own skin. Then I was moved and swinged and twisted around, spinning, spinning faster and going up and down, swinging, higher and faster: it was great!

I like it so much that I repeated in my shows and in personal parties many times. Later I tried with only two hooks, but bigger ones. Also I tried horizontally suspensions, but my favourite is vertical from my back, as your body is standing up.

Since I want to push the limits, after doing those a few times, I tried a vertical suspension, but instead of being lifted slowly I just jumped from a platform. This could be dangerous as your skin may be ripped and you can fall, so we tried with 4 points it was great. Again it didn´t hurt to me.

Again pushing the limits I wanted a suspension through my breasts. We needed bigger hooks this time but the breast can easily hold the weight of my body. Pushing even more other day I tried a suspension from my pussy. I always had piercings there and in my labia, specially my outer labia are big and stretched, so they said may be ok. So they tried, but in this case putting quite a lot of hooks making sure my pussy could hold my whole weight. It was great again, but the position is much uncomfortable than the typical suspension from the back, as in this case you are nearly upside down, since the upper part of your body weighs more than your legs.

Finally I wanted to try the ultimate suspension: from my nipples!!! When I said my nipples, I mean my nipples, not my chest or my breast. I heard about a couple guys that tried and both failed: they ripped their nipples. I didn´t heard of any woman trying. This sounded strange to me, because men have smaller nipples and weigh more. I thought for a girl is easier, bigger nipples and lighter weight. Before that I trained lifting weights with my nipples. I already had experience doing that with my nipples, but I had to increase the weight. I also didn´t want to do it with weights holding down from my nipples, because firstly, they will deform them, and second the suspension was to be upwards. So I put the weights on a rope going on top of a bar that was higher than me. This way both the nipples and breasts will tend to go up (Which is great for good looking purposes as well). I also tried to make my nipples bigger. How?: using clamps and clothespins on them. Wearing them almost all the time, also while sleeping. I had to change the position regularly to avoid deformation of my nipples. If one day they were clipping my nipples vertically, the next day they were horizontally. Again because my endurance to pain, this didn´t cause much problem to me. Then I was increasing the lifting weights of my nipples and holding them for longer. Again my endurance to pain and my concentration helped me through this. And finally  the big day arrived. My nipples had to hold my whole body on the air. I could only get two hooks, one per nipple. The piercer did it as far as possible from the tip of the nipple, but making sure he wasn´t doing it on the flesh of the breast, otherwise it wouldn´t be a nipple suspension. With the hooks on we started the lifting slowly. My nipples were stretching and stretching and so my breasts. But I  managed to do it. I was there suspended only from my nipples. It didn´t hurt so much, but my nipples were very stretched. I even managed to swing a little bit. The piercer was concerned that my nipples would rip off but they didn´t. Anyway just in case they didn´t keep me longer in the air. But experience was great and I want to repeat it.

On the forest

Last spring we went to camp in a forest in south England. As usual I went barefoot (as I don´t have any shoes). Although it wasn´t a nudist camp, I used to go naked most of the time, and they were people camping not far from us. We used to walk and hike a lot, (sometimes I wore a bikini) and there were lots of paths full of sharp rocks. Sometimes we went off the paths and there were lots of thorns. I step on them many times with no problem at all.

On the mornings we went jogging, and I was barefoot of course. Again always on sharp rocks and some times we were running on the thorns, but I was the only one in bare feet.

I remember after walking and hiking we found a stream and I went with my bare feet into it, the rest were jealous and they have to remove their shoes to do the same. Later with my wet feet I continued walking and I got a lot of dirt on my soles because of the water, forming something like mud on my soles.

During the night we used to lit a fire and after drinking and smoking we start jumping the fire. As for me, I went into the fire in my bare feet, as I was used to walk on fire since I was a child. I was standing there on my bare feet, and not only on the hot coals, but on the fire itself with flames sometimes reaching my knees, with no pain or burns.

I used to be naked most of the time, I once I was told off by some other people camping, saying that this was not a naturist site and that they were children around, I told them to f**k off!

In the forest there was the possibility of renting horses to ride, we went there as one of our friends knew them. I went on my bikini and barefoot of course. When we rented the horses I asked to remove the horse chair and the steps. After we left the place I removed my bikini and I rode fully naked. It was an amazing sensation, feeling the soft skin of the horse in my body and my legs, and feeling the wind on the rest of my body, especially while galloping. This way you feel much closer to nature. It´s a bit like the difference between swimming in a swimsuit or swimming naked, or I guess, like walking with shoes or walking in bare feet. (I said "I guess" because I don´t know whats walking on shoes, and I don't want I know).

Clothes. My fashion.

As I said before I love to be naked all the time, but sometimes that is not possible, so I wear some clothes, but not too many and very small and comfortable ones. No matter the weather. I also do not own any jacket, sweeter or anything that cover me too much.

At home I am always naked, even sometimes living with other people sharing the house. They are used to see me naked wandering around and also the neighbours see me often naked when I go outside to the garden, to put the rubbish, or to lay down in the sun. Sometimes the door bell rings and I go to open the door completely naked, so image the face from strangers, specially men, when a fully naked woman opens the door. Even sometimes I´ve been shopping completely naked to my local shop or to my small local supermarket. They know me there and I think they are used to it. People who don´t know me  or come to that place for the first time they think this is the hidden camera program. I also love the people to look at me so I don´t mind that. What I really hate is the harassers, people insinuating or even touching me, some of them they had a big slap on their face.

Usually I wear very small mini-skirts or micro-skirts, some of them flashing a big part of my bottom. I also wear small tops, usually bikini tops just to cover my breasts, or very sexy small tops, leaving my arms, shoulder and belly to open air. Again no matter the weather and sometimes even if its well below freezing. I also love mini-dresses, as I am barefoot thats the only piece of clothing I have on me. Sometimes I´ve been wearing just a top or a t-shirt that goes a little bit below my waist and completely bottom-less, showing part of my ass again and of course my whole legs. Usually I don not wear any underwear at all, but sometimes I wear small thongs. I do not have any bras, apart from bikini tops. I also like  small shorts (very short shorts)usually various sizes smaller than my real size, like sport shorts. I love to leave part of my butt to the air. I also have some two pieces swimsuits, and I wear the bottom short as normal street cloth.

Recently I am on leggings, very transparent ones, and instead of that I just wear completely transparent panties, and I say they are just leggings. I also made, with the help of a friend, some transparent panties, we cut them like a short so my legs could be bare, but kinda "cover" my butt and pussy, although they were completely transparent.

Also sometimes I like to wear like a hippie style, and that´s when I have more clothes on, so image that.

Because I have piercings in my nipples, also some times I attach some piece of fabric to them, so I am like showing my breasts but not completely.

Again with the help of a friend we designed a new type of underwear that I like to wear. It consists of two piercings on my flesh on top of my pussy. Then a triangle covers my intimate parts and finishes on a elastic band, which is attached to another piercing I have on the top of my ass, at the end of my back. Also we have attached that elastic band to a dildo that goes into my ass-hole. Therefore from the back it looks that I am naked but from the front I have my pubis covered. I have been with this on a crowed beach, and no problems apart form strange looks and comments.

When I go to the beach, usually in Spain, I just wear a tiny thong and I go top-less. I know I could go to nudist-beaches, but I prefer the fashion-ones. I get lots of looks, even some people call me indecent, but I ignore them. If you go a few meters ago it looks like I am fully naked as they are made with a narrow elastic band. When I swim I love to swim naked, so in the water I take my thong out and put it around my wrist. Some times, playing with a girl-friend or boy friend or enjoyng the swim I forget I am actually completely naked and i get out of the water like that and I lay down on my towel completely naked in a crowded beach. Anyway, there is not a big difference between wearing or not wearing my tiny thong.

Not long ago, I registered for a course on computers (I am still not very good at it). The course was in winter, and the first day I decided not to be too shocking in my clothes, so I wore a tiny top (leaving my shoulders, full arms and tummy all bare) and a micro-skirt just a little bit over my butt (I have shorter-ones), I even wore a thong not to reveal too much, and of course my bare-feet. I had some comments about my clothes, and I notice some other girls laughing, and the boys all around me. The next day I wore a fitted short, again showing a bit of my butt but not much (Again I have shorter ones), this in fact was part of a swimsuit, and I wore on top, the top of that swim-suit, so I was only covering my breasts. Barefoot again, of course. That day it was about 0 to 5 degrees and very strong and chill wind. The people were of staring at me and commenting, not to mention when I arrived at the class. They though I couldn´t wear more revealing clothes, than the day before, specially with that temperature, and I was there actually wearing only a swimsuit. That day I was called by the direction of the academy saying that my clothing wasn´t appropriate, I should cover myself more and wear some shoes. The next day I was a bit angry so I wore a 10 cm transparent pink tmicro-skirt with no under wear, not only revealing most of my butt but also you didn´t have to look much to see my pussy. I wore a very tiny bikini top covering a little bit more than my nipples. That day we had a big argument with the direction and I was expelled. They gave me my money back, and I decided to hire a personal teacher to come to my home to teach me about computers. This was a kind of a young guy, engineering student, a bit of a geek, but he ´t bother that I was completely naked at home, as usual, while having my classes.

Tattoos, piercings and body modifications

I love tattoos and piercings. I have most of body tattooed and I have lots of piercings. I started when I was a child as my parents had some I felt jealous and wanted some. Since one of my parents friends was a tattooist I had no problem although being well under age to have tattoos and piercings. Since I do not feel any pain, they are not a problem for me and I love them. I also love the looks and comments I get from the people. Some of my piercings I remove them and have them done again, I love when they are done. I have piercings even in my nipples, some of them very big, and also in my genitals, including inner and outer labia, my clit. Sometimes I wear some massive piercings with weights on them. They are great with small skirts and no underwear, specially while walking and I feel them moving. Once I had 50 piercings only in my pussy.

As I like to try everything and push myself to the limits I also have brandings and scarifications. The scarifications I ask them to make it deep and don´t be afraid to cut. They were I amazed that I was there smiling and chatting feeling not pain at all. As for the brandings I have five!! One massive at the bottom of my back top of my ass. This was done with a massive piece of metal T shaped. The top of the ´T´ was 10 cm long and 2 cm thick and is the part that is put on the fire until it becomes glowing red, then I am marked with that 10 times!! to form a 5 point star. I have other 4 smalller in my arm, my breast, my back and my pussy. I never had pain and I enjoyed getting them done. I felt some pleasure.

Sometimes I get pierced with massive hooks or skewers as part of my shows, including my cheeks, my breasts and sometimes to do suspensions. I´ll talk about this in other posts.