Went to Spain for Carnival, in some places, specially inland, it was very very cold although being Spain. I also took part in the parade of the carnival, for 2 days, in 2 different cities (both inland and very cold). What I wanted to talk is about my clothing:
The first day I was dressed as a Fairy, I had a thong made of flowers and a small bra made of flowers too, and barefoot of course. But the best part were my wings, with the help of 2 friends, one who is good at clothes and another who is a tattooist-piercer, we designed some wings that were pierced in my back, so there was nothing holding the wings but the piercings/hooks on my flesh so they looked very real. I do not have to mention all the looks and comments I got.
The second day I changed costume, I wore a kind of a slave costume (Similar to that of princess Leia when she´s captured) it consisted of a small bra, but the bottom part was the most remarkable. I didn´t wear any underwear, and all it was is two pieces of rectangular fabric of about 20 cm wide and length from the low waist to the floor. These two pieces were pierced with two piercings just above my pussy to cover it, and the second one on the bottom of my back to kind of cover my ass. Although since only were 20 cm wide, from the sides it looked all naked. Great!!!
Memoirs of a sideshow performer freak girl
I am a side-show preformer hardcore freak girl. I am a true barefooter and I do not own any shoes. I also endure cold wearing almost nothing even below freezing temperatures. I like to wear as little as possible and I love to be watched on the street. I love ice-swimming too. I did karate and I´m very very strong too and pain-proof. I also love extreme body modification, tattoos piercings and even suspensions. I´ll be sharing my experiences & memoirs in this blog.
Sunday, February 19, 2012
Sunday, February 12, 2012
The race
I haven´t been good with my blog, but I thought this is interesting.
The other day I enter on a athletics race of 10K, only for amateurs. The race was part on pavement/road and part on a common, paths with gravel, sharp stones and usual stuff like that.
It was also freezing, temperature around zero, and the night before was well below zero, with puddles frozen and still some remaining snow on the sides (although not on the track).
Of course I was barefoot, arrived barefoot, run barefoot and continued barefoot as I haven´t got any shoes.
Most of the girls, were wearing quite a bit of clothes, usually sports leggings for women and jumpers, the bravest ones were wearing shorts and a T-shirt, and of course everybody except me with trainers. I decided to wear a professional athletics kit: just a bra and one of those tiny fitted shorts leaving some of my bum at the air.
The funny thing came, that when I was given my number the other girls put it in the t-shirt,with safety pins, but I didn´t have space in my clothing. If you see athletics, professionals are given a big sticker with the number that stick on her legs, but we didn´t have that. So...I decided to pierce it in my tummy, now you can imagine the reactions...with that athletics kit, barefooted and the number pierced in my skin... :-)
The other day I enter on a athletics race of 10K, only for amateurs. The race was part on pavement/road and part on a common, paths with gravel, sharp stones and usual stuff like that.
It was also freezing, temperature around zero, and the night before was well below zero, with puddles frozen and still some remaining snow on the sides (although not on the track).
Of course I was barefoot, arrived barefoot, run barefoot and continued barefoot as I haven´t got any shoes.
Most of the girls, were wearing quite a bit of clothes, usually sports leggings for women and jumpers, the bravest ones were wearing shorts and a T-shirt, and of course everybody except me with trainers. I decided to wear a professional athletics kit: just a bra and one of those tiny fitted shorts leaving some of my bum at the air.
The funny thing came, that when I was given my number the other girls put it in the t-shirt,with safety pins, but I didn´t have space in my clothing. If you see athletics, professionals are given a big sticker with the number that stick on her legs, but we didn´t have that. So...I decided to pierce it in my tummy, now you can imagine the reactions...with that athletics kit, barefooted and the number pierced in my skin... :-)
Sunday, June 19, 2011
Fire
I love fire. I play with fire, I eat fire, I walk on fire and I set myself on fire.
I started walikng on fire when I was a baby (See older posts) now I not only walk on burning coals, but also I do it before the flames haven´t died completely. I also manage to stay on the fire standing up on my barefeet for a long time, instead of walking. I also blow fire and eat fire. I hold the torch with my mouth, I have flames in my mouth and my tongue. With the torch I pass the fire through my naked body litting myself on fire.
I also lay down on the floor naked and they apply a gel on me, then they lit this gel and I am completely covered in flames, it´s an amazing sensation and the people get amazed.
Another thing I do, is laying dwon naked and they set a big bonfire on my body over my tummy, my legs and my private parts. They put pieces of wood on me and they lit the fire, its a great sensation, (as long as the smoke doesn´t blow on your face).
Some people ask me how do I do it? I think there are various reasons, first is that the flames burn at the top. So if you lit your body on fire its the bottom of the fire in contact with your skin, so the heat is comming out (its like putting off a candle with your fingers, if you do it at the bottom of the flame you dont get burned), also is my skin, it can handle fire and doesn´t combust, (its like trying to burn a stone, it doesn´t burn, it just gets black) also I am able to control the pain, so I have no problem, and also I haven´t got any hair on my body, that helps :-) Plus of course the training.
I said many times to do something extraordinary, and I dont mean only what i do, could be singing, dancing, sports, etc you need to get born with special abilities plus improve that through training.
I also put the torch on my tits and even set them on fire. Sometimes with gasoline and not the fire-gel.
But to prove I can handle fire really well, while naked I ask two volunteers to hold the torch just below my breasts, so the flames are burning my tits and my nipples. Many people move the fire around the body this way they never get burn. What you have to do is put the fire in the same position and hold it firmly with the top of flames in your naked skin, in your more sensitive areas and leave them for a quite a while. If you can endure this, then you are really hardcore, like me :-) Its an awsome feeling after a while you can feel your tits and specially your nipples like an acccute puncture, but I concentrate and endure the feeling (for me it´s not pain, as I actually enjoy it) Note that I have piercings in my nipples, metal piercings, so the heat is transferred even inside my nipple, burning my nipples from inside, but I love the feeling. Also I had lots of training so don´t try this at home, as I said before.
I started walikng on fire when I was a baby (See older posts) now I not only walk on burning coals, but also I do it before the flames haven´t died completely. I also manage to stay on the fire standing up on my barefeet for a long time, instead of walking. I also blow fire and eat fire. I hold the torch with my mouth, I have flames in my mouth and my tongue. With the torch I pass the fire through my naked body litting myself on fire.
I also lay down on the floor naked and they apply a gel on me, then they lit this gel and I am completely covered in flames, it´s an amazing sensation and the people get amazed.
Another thing I do, is laying dwon naked and they set a big bonfire on my body over my tummy, my legs and my private parts. They put pieces of wood on me and they lit the fire, its a great sensation, (as long as the smoke doesn´t blow on your face).
Some people ask me how do I do it? I think there are various reasons, first is that the flames burn at the top. So if you lit your body on fire its the bottom of the fire in contact with your skin, so the heat is comming out (its like putting off a candle with your fingers, if you do it at the bottom of the flame you dont get burned), also is my skin, it can handle fire and doesn´t combust, (its like trying to burn a stone, it doesn´t burn, it just gets black) also I am able to control the pain, so I have no problem, and also I haven´t got any hair on my body, that helps :-) Plus of course the training.
I said many times to do something extraordinary, and I dont mean only what i do, could be singing, dancing, sports, etc you need to get born with special abilities plus improve that through training.
I also put the torch on my tits and even set them on fire. Sometimes with gasoline and not the fire-gel.
But to prove I can handle fire really well, while naked I ask two volunteers to hold the torch just below my breasts, so the flames are burning my tits and my nipples. Many people move the fire around the body this way they never get burn. What you have to do is put the fire in the same position and hold it firmly with the top of flames in your naked skin, in your more sensitive areas and leave them for a quite a while. If you can endure this, then you are really hardcore, like me :-) Its an awsome feeling after a while you can feel your tits and specially your nipples like an acccute puncture, but I concentrate and endure the feeling (for me it´s not pain, as I actually enjoy it) Note that I have piercings in my nipples, metal piercings, so the heat is transferred even inside my nipple, burning my nipples from inside, but I love the feeling. Also I had lots of training so don´t try this at home, as I said before.
Friday, May 20, 2011
Lazy
Sorry I have been recently very lazy with my blog, busy with shows, visiting friends & travelling, but I hope to continue with the blog. Particularly I want to talk about FIRE, what I am able to do with it without burning myself. ;-)
Thursday, April 14, 2011
Helsinki
Two years ago, in the middle of February I went with some friends to Helsinki for about 5 days. We wanted to see Finland in winter, with lots of snow, the sea frozen, etc. It was very beautiful but cold. Temperatures were usually between -5 to -10, specially during night.
I think I don´t have to mention that I went in complete bare feet, I didn´t take any shoes with me, as I do not have any. My friends told me if I was sure, I said: sure! But also I don´t have any coat or any winter clothes, so I went there with my usual stuff, shorts, mini skirts, small tops and mini dresses.
Some people walk barefoot in well below freezing temperatures but they usually have many other clothes on. Since I do not wear much clothes that makes my feet and my body most vulnerable to cold, but I can endure it with no problem.
Most of the time we were not outside for long time, as my friends, in spite of wearing lots of clothes they had cold. Visiting places also you get inside buildings and other places which are hot. But sightseeing we were outside and I was usually wearing shorts with no panties and sleeveless tops everyday. And of course barefoot.
The people looked at me a lot and asked me why I was wearing like this and why I didn´t have any shoes on. It was great walking in the snow barefoot, and feeling the cold and the grit they put to avoid the street to be very slippery.
During night I wore a mini-dress, mini skirt and very open top with all my back at the cold air and barefoot. One of my friends, the other girl also during night used to wear like me, almost nothing, but she was wearing shoes, although open high heels. The boys were completely wrapped up. One night it was -12 and my friend also took her shoes off while going back to the hostel.
One day we went to a fortress in some islands 15 mins from Helsinki in a small ferry boat. That day we spent the whole morning and part of the afternoon outside walking, and on top of that it was a bit windy and since this wasn´t the city center it was more open to the freezing air. But I was there with small sports shorts and a tiny top with just two strings on my shoulders, with my bare arms, bare shoulders and bare top of my chest to the freezing cold. And of course my bare legs and my bare feet. It was great to feel the cold and the air in my body. My skin later became very red and my small toes became first very pink and then purple. My friends offer me clothes to put on but I said no, I was OK. At the end of that day I found a bit difficult to move my fingers from my hand, but apart from that I was OK. That night after dinner, another mini-dress and out again :-)
One day we went to a sauna where you could swim on a ice-hole, as I am used to it that was no problem, I spent lots of time in the ice hole, the people were asking me how I could stay that long in the ice. Also when I finished instead of going to the sauna and have a hot shower I waited outside with my wet swimsuit and I dried myself with the cold air. Then back to the hostel again in shorts, a mini top and barefooted.
Overall it wasn´t that cold for me, and we enjoyed very much. Next winter may be we´ll go back to Finland but this time to the north, Rovaniemi, to see the reindeers, the northern lights, the Arctic polar circle and I intend to go again with small clothes and barefoot. No problem for me :-)
I think I don´t have to mention that I went in complete bare feet, I didn´t take any shoes with me, as I do not have any. My friends told me if I was sure, I said: sure! But also I don´t have any coat or any winter clothes, so I went there with my usual stuff, shorts, mini skirts, small tops and mini dresses.
Some people walk barefoot in well below freezing temperatures but they usually have many other clothes on. Since I do not wear much clothes that makes my feet and my body most vulnerable to cold, but I can endure it with no problem.
Most of the time we were not outside for long time, as my friends, in spite of wearing lots of clothes they had cold. Visiting places also you get inside buildings and other places which are hot. But sightseeing we were outside and I was usually wearing shorts with no panties and sleeveless tops everyday. And of course barefoot.
The people looked at me a lot and asked me why I was wearing like this and why I didn´t have any shoes on. It was great walking in the snow barefoot, and feeling the cold and the grit they put to avoid the street to be very slippery.
During night I wore a mini-dress, mini skirt and very open top with all my back at the cold air and barefoot. One of my friends, the other girl also during night used to wear like me, almost nothing, but she was wearing shoes, although open high heels. The boys were completely wrapped up. One night it was -12 and my friend also took her shoes off while going back to the hostel.
One day we went to a fortress in some islands 15 mins from Helsinki in a small ferry boat. That day we spent the whole morning and part of the afternoon outside walking, and on top of that it was a bit windy and since this wasn´t the city center it was more open to the freezing air. But I was there with small sports shorts and a tiny top with just two strings on my shoulders, with my bare arms, bare shoulders and bare top of my chest to the freezing cold. And of course my bare legs and my bare feet. It was great to feel the cold and the air in my body. My skin later became very red and my small toes became first very pink and then purple. My friends offer me clothes to put on but I said no, I was OK. At the end of that day I found a bit difficult to move my fingers from my hand, but apart from that I was OK. That night after dinner, another mini-dress and out again :-)
One day we went to a sauna where you could swim on a ice-hole, as I am used to it that was no problem, I spent lots of time in the ice hole, the people were asking me how I could stay that long in the ice. Also when I finished instead of going to the sauna and have a hot shower I waited outside with my wet swimsuit and I dried myself with the cold air. Then back to the hostel again in shorts, a mini top and barefooted.
Overall it wasn´t that cold for me, and we enjoyed very much. Next winter may be we´ll go back to Finland but this time to the north, Rovaniemi, to see the reindeers, the northern lights, the Arctic polar circle and I intend to go again with small clothes and barefoot. No problem for me :-)
Sunday, April 3, 2011
Glass
In my acts I play with glass very often. I walk bare feet on lots of broken glass. The glass has to be broken on the moment, don´t get fooled for those shows in which they bring the glass prepared already broken, or they just break one bottle in front of the audience. In real shows like mine, we break all the glass on the moment so is very sharp and this can cause real damage. I walk on it and I jump very high continuously smashing the glass with my bare feet and breaking it into smaller pieces. I also go on top of a platform which is 2 meters above ground and from there I jump to glass, breaking the glass into smaller pieces and feeling under feet how is broken and crushed. It´s great. The people love it and love being watched by the people. Another thing I is a put something like 4 or 5 one liter empty bottles on the floor, before they are broken, and I jump on them many times and smash them an break them with my bare feet.
I also lay down with my naked body on the broken glass (or wearing a tiny bikini, depending on the show) and someone goes on top of me. Another thing I do with glass is once I am laying down on the floor on the glass they pour fresh broken glass on top of me. The assistant in the show drops the glass on me from very high, as high as she can lift her arms, while I am on the floor. Thus making the thing very dangerous as the broken glass falls on my naked body with quite a bit of speed.
Another thing we do, is once I am covered with glass, and I have glass underneath me, the assistant, who also walks barefoot on glass, steps on me and walks on me breaking the glasses they are covering me against my body. I do this both downwards: she walks on my back, my ass and the top of my legs, and also when I am upwards: stepping on my chest, breasts, stomach and the top of my legs. I don't feel any pain nor get any injury.
I also like to eat glass, may be that´s my favourite food together with fire :-) I started eating light bulbs, so the glass is very thin but then I moved to usual glass bottles, even sometimes breaking the glass with my teeth. One day I ate a whole bottle of beer of 300 mls of glass. Do not ask how my body metabolises it, I just do it.
Also another thing I do is go up a ladder of sharps swords and lay down on a bed of sharp swords. As an extra a big block of concrete is put on my naked stomach and smashed while laying on the swords. Remember my training about this since I was a child so is no problem for me at all.
Most of these things are not quite special as there are out there a lot of performers doing these things They are quite common between side show performers. That´s why I want to push my self to the limits to be a special one, to be the best I can. My own physiology of my body, my strength, my determination, my training and my control of the pain help me to handle all this and much more amazing things I do. I´ve been advice to say in this blog: Do not try all this at home :-)
I also lay down with my naked body on the broken glass (or wearing a tiny bikini, depending on the show) and someone goes on top of me. Another thing I do with glass is once I am laying down on the floor on the glass they pour fresh broken glass on top of me. The assistant in the show drops the glass on me from very high, as high as she can lift her arms, while I am on the floor. Thus making the thing very dangerous as the broken glass falls on my naked body with quite a bit of speed.
Another thing we do, is once I am covered with glass, and I have glass underneath me, the assistant, who also walks barefoot on glass, steps on me and walks on me breaking the glasses they are covering me against my body. I do this both downwards: she walks on my back, my ass and the top of my legs, and also when I am upwards: stepping on my chest, breasts, stomach and the top of my legs. I don't feel any pain nor get any injury.
I also like to eat glass, may be that´s my favourite food together with fire :-) I started eating light bulbs, so the glass is very thin but then I moved to usual glass bottles, even sometimes breaking the glass with my teeth. One day I ate a whole bottle of beer of 300 mls of glass. Do not ask how my body metabolises it, I just do it.
Also another thing I do is go up a ladder of sharps swords and lay down on a bed of sharp swords. As an extra a big block of concrete is put on my naked stomach and smashed while laying on the swords. Remember my training about this since I was a child so is no problem for me at all.
Most of these things are not quite special as there are out there a lot of performers doing these things They are quite common between side show performers. That´s why I want to push my self to the limits to be a special one, to be the best I can. My own physiology of my body, my strength, my determination, my training and my control of the pain help me to handle all this and much more amazing things I do. I´ve been advice to say in this blog: Do not try all this at home :-)
Saturday, March 26, 2011
Suspensions
I love suspensions. I have tried it a few times and every time I want to push my self even more. In case you don´t know suspensions are about getting suspended on the air through big hooks on your flesh. My first one was a four point suspension on my back. It didn´t hurt much and almost I didn´t bleed. It was amazing. First when you get pierced with the big hooks, it´s great feeling the metal going into your skin and coming out, better than a piercing, since piercings are usually very thin. But the best bit is when you get suspended into the air, you are lifted slowly until you are there on air. It´s the closer to flying as you can have, with nothing to hold you except your own skin. Then I was moved and swinged and twisted around, spinning, spinning faster and going up and down, swinging, higher and faster: it was great!
I like it so much that I repeated in my shows and in personal parties many times. Later I tried with only two hooks, but bigger ones. Also I tried horizontally suspensions, but my favourite is vertical from my back, as your body is standing up.
Since I want to push the limits, after doing those a few times, I tried a vertical suspension, but instead of being lifted slowly I just jumped from a platform. This could be dangerous as your skin may be ripped and you can fall, so we tried with 4 points it was great. Again it didn´t hurt to me.
Again pushing the limits I wanted a suspension through my breasts. We needed bigger hooks this time but the breast can easily hold the weight of my body. Pushing even more other day I tried a suspension from my pussy. I always had piercings there and in my labia, specially my outer labia are big and stretched, so they said may be ok. So they tried, but in this case putting quite a lot of hooks making sure my pussy could hold my whole weight. It was great again, but the position is much uncomfortable than the typical suspension from the back, as in this case you are nearly upside down, since the upper part of your body weighs more than your legs.
Finally I wanted to try the ultimate suspension: from my nipples!!! When I said my nipples, I mean my nipples, not my chest or my breast. I heard about a couple guys that tried and both failed: they ripped their nipples. I didn´t heard of any woman trying. This sounded strange to me, because men have smaller nipples and weigh more. I thought for a girl is easier, bigger nipples and lighter weight. Before that I trained lifting weights with my nipples. I already had experience doing that with my nipples, but I had to increase the weight. I also didn´t want to do it with weights holding down from my nipples, because firstly, they will deform them, and second the suspension was to be upwards. So I put the weights on a rope going on top of a bar that was higher than me. This way both the nipples and breasts will tend to go up (Which is great for good looking purposes as well). I also tried to make my nipples bigger. How?: using clamps and clothespins on them. Wearing them almost all the time, also while sleeping. I had to change the position regularly to avoid deformation of my nipples. If one day they were clipping my nipples vertically, the next day they were horizontally. Again because my endurance to pain, this didn´t cause much problem to me. Then I was increasing the lifting weights of my nipples and holding them for longer. Again my endurance to pain and my concentration helped me through this. And finally the big day arrived. My nipples had to hold my whole body on the air. I could only get two hooks, one per nipple. The piercer did it as far as possible from the tip of the nipple, but making sure he wasn´t doing it on the flesh of the breast, otherwise it wouldn´t be a nipple suspension. With the hooks on we started the lifting slowly. My nipples were stretching and stretching and so my breasts. But I managed to do it. I was there suspended only from my nipples. It didn´t hurt so much, but my nipples were very stretched. I even managed to swing a little bit. The piercer was concerned that my nipples would rip off but they didn´t. Anyway just in case they didn´t keep me longer in the air. But experience was great and I want to repeat it.
I like it so much that I repeated in my shows and in personal parties many times. Later I tried with only two hooks, but bigger ones. Also I tried horizontally suspensions, but my favourite is vertical from my back, as your body is standing up.
Since I want to push the limits, after doing those a few times, I tried a vertical suspension, but instead of being lifted slowly I just jumped from a platform. This could be dangerous as your skin may be ripped and you can fall, so we tried with 4 points it was great. Again it didn´t hurt to me.
Again pushing the limits I wanted a suspension through my breasts. We needed bigger hooks this time but the breast can easily hold the weight of my body. Pushing even more other day I tried a suspension from my pussy. I always had piercings there and in my labia, specially my outer labia are big and stretched, so they said may be ok. So they tried, but in this case putting quite a lot of hooks making sure my pussy could hold my whole weight. It was great again, but the position is much uncomfortable than the typical suspension from the back, as in this case you are nearly upside down, since the upper part of your body weighs more than your legs.
Finally I wanted to try the ultimate suspension: from my nipples!!! When I said my nipples, I mean my nipples, not my chest or my breast. I heard about a couple guys that tried and both failed: they ripped their nipples. I didn´t heard of any woman trying. This sounded strange to me, because men have smaller nipples and weigh more. I thought for a girl is easier, bigger nipples and lighter weight. Before that I trained lifting weights with my nipples. I already had experience doing that with my nipples, but I had to increase the weight. I also didn´t want to do it with weights holding down from my nipples, because firstly, they will deform them, and second the suspension was to be upwards. So I put the weights on a rope going on top of a bar that was higher than me. This way both the nipples and breasts will tend to go up (Which is great for good looking purposes as well). I also tried to make my nipples bigger. How?: using clamps and clothespins on them. Wearing them almost all the time, also while sleeping. I had to change the position regularly to avoid deformation of my nipples. If one day they were clipping my nipples vertically, the next day they were horizontally. Again because my endurance to pain, this didn´t cause much problem to me. Then I was increasing the lifting weights of my nipples and holding them for longer. Again my endurance to pain and my concentration helped me through this. And finally the big day arrived. My nipples had to hold my whole body on the air. I could only get two hooks, one per nipple. The piercer did it as far as possible from the tip of the nipple, but making sure he wasn´t doing it on the flesh of the breast, otherwise it wouldn´t be a nipple suspension. With the hooks on we started the lifting slowly. My nipples were stretching and stretching and so my breasts. But I managed to do it. I was there suspended only from my nipples. It didn´t hurt so much, but my nipples were very stretched. I even managed to swing a little bit. The piercer was concerned that my nipples would rip off but they didn´t. Anyway just in case they didn´t keep me longer in the air. But experience was great and I want to repeat it.
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